I just found blog after early twenties blog and oh my god I'm dwelling on who could've seen it. UGH. and i deleted it but I know nothing is ever REALLY deleted and i'm sure it's still floating around out there in cyberspace and I totally wanna VOMIT. ugh.
Live and learn. And then die and relive it so you can learn from it again (pretty sure). ugh. ugh. ugh.